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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

/na

28-11-2006, 22:57,

agh... nget sai... why come to kk also din call me out... wth... juz becos of that noob reason?? gosh... i am mad... really wanna kick someone's butt... what if got go out will call me warr... /na...

liars... big liars... i am mad bout ur lies...

Monday, November 27, 2006

I am Back

21th Nov 2006, approximate 11pm,

I have to say special thanks to Entet n Caster (Fang fang's boyfriend). They really understand my situation n give me a good analysis... N most important is they din misunderstand me n leave me... Really really thanks to them...

I promised myself... I will solved this problem A.S.A.P.


25th Nov 2006

Yeah! Finally i am back... Back to KK again... a place where i finished my secondary education...


26th Nov 2006, approximate 12pm,

Wow... KK changed a lot... tat day go to kk low yat plaza... wow... it has changed... more similar to kl low yat plaza... a lot of people... n u can feel the crowd for sure...

Emm... how about my friends in kk? all started to working already... from mon to fri comfirmed no time out one... how to say leh? it seems like we live in different world already...

Hehe... I gonna apply for work... but i wonder is there any lauban wanna hire me for... one month only... >.<

Sunday, November 05, 2006

What a beautiful moon tonite ^^


5th-Nov-2006, 03.00am

Back from town... Has been forced to play DoTA again... i wanna quit already... seems it really useless to continue anymore... Maybe because i know what should i do in the future already...

wahh... so late already... it is 3.00am when i reached my home... look at the moon...

WOW... i feel refresh... the moon is so beautiful... really... it is so bright... until the roof of houses can reflect the light into my eyes...

At that time, a weird, strange but peaceful feeling jump into my mind... i watch at the moon nearly 5 minits... so great to have such perfect timing to see the moon...

Dunno wat's wrong, maybe i really need a rest... one of my best friend showed me shitty face, my course required does not offer next semester, run out of money, assignment really push me so hard... Stress nearly killed me... WHAT A MEANINGfool LIFE~~

I wonder when can i sit down, relax, n watch the beautiful moon again...

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Too tired...

Agh... so tired... i wanna rest... gimme a break... /T_T

Shit... I hardly to online this few says... even login to my msn or mailbox... becos... my cute housemates... U all said i am heavy downloader... look at urselves now... both of u r even worst than me... Always download... from day to nite...

This few weeks happaned too many things...

first of all, i passed up my SM project already... This few weeks really so tired... becos actually just me n bighead to the works... we r tanker... we tank two riders for a group projects which required more than 4 people to completed...

Finally, i have to announce, our project sucks... many parts not completed... going to fail soon... what the !@#$%^...

After this week, i gonna reset my sleep time to 1am... cannot always sleep so late... (5am or 6am, izzit early?) becos finally i having my consequence now (headache plus mind blurr)...

I don wan any more balanar lifestyle... give back my healthy lifestyle...

By the way, i realized many of my friends still not aware of health issue... i wonder do they know there is a huge gap of health among different ages?? from 10, to 20, then 30, until 40... If u don take care now, u will regret soon...

agh... Final exam is coming soon... I din prepared yet... due to tat kimak SM project... blame who? blame myself... If next sem take same subject again, i dunno how to reject them... i don want to make my life so miserable... Sometimes, money is just a piece of paper only... (sometimes la... normally, money is everything XD) Don try to compensate with money... nothing special for it...

Too many things happened... many things i forgot already... too blurr... n life is too messy this few weeks... i will restore everything!!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

sky感想篇

Quote From: sky感想篇


忙,是现代人的代号,成年人忙于事业,小孩子忙于学习,少年人忙于叛逆,青年人忙于创业,任何人都在忙,可是是否有想过,大家都在忙,为什么有的人忙的有意义,有的人却每天愁眉不展??

成功学权威陈安之说“一个人的分别在于脖子以上”,也就是说每个人不同的地方在于我们的思想。现今的社会每个人都在忙,可是我们忙的是否有价值?是否忙在正确的地方??很多时候我们一边忙,一边在埋怨,为什么我们要想个“佣人”一样,被别人指指点点?那么摸摸自己的良心,问问自己心底,如果您不改变自己忙碌的地方,您终究还是被人指使的“佣人”。

环 境的改变,时代的变迁,已经不容许我们重头开始我们的人生,可是您可以改变您的步伐,走向另外一条康庄大道,消极的人很常说“那个人命好!”“上天的安 排!”“他运气好而已!”“我没有酱的命!”。这些是我们在社会最常听到的怨言了。可是世界首富比尔盖兹并不是含着金锁匙出生的,也不曾听到他对外界说 “我的成功是因为我命好!!”哈哈!!很可笑吧!!

借口可以让人消沉,颓丧,逃避,却不能让人面对,往前,甚至激励!!朋友,您要过的好一些,那么请您也必须改变一些吧!!若您想别人帮助您,至少您也得伸出手,让人家扶持您吧!!不然一个巴掌怎么拍的响??

现在的我忙的很实在,很充实,说真的,这不是打工能给到的感觉,想起优越的时候,就觉得一切的辛苦都是值得的,因为真的是太美妙了。。。


积极的人像太阳,日出日落都一样!!

消极的人像月亮,初一十五不一样!!


Tuesday, October 17, 2006

sky朋友篇

Quote from : sky朋友篇

前几天看了一出外国戏,它的名字叫“Friday Night Lights”,讲述了一个真实发生在美国德萨斯州的一个美式足球队的故事!!本来一队像散沙的球队,却因为一个教练让他们重新认识自己,真诚的对待周遭的队友!!

最后一场决赛,我很喜欢教练在更衣室里对球员说的对白:

I always said that want to do a prefect, what do u thinks about the perfect? In my mind, be a perfect not the score, the point at the outside scoreboard. Is all about yourself, what you have done to your friend, your family, your love one and you. I want all of you to look around of your friends, your teammates, look into their eyes, be a prefect is said that you never disappointed and look down of them, that’s the way to be a prefect!!

对啊!!世上没有人是完美的,人非圣贤,谁能无错?错了,要知道悔改,要知道检讨,更要知道反省啊!!而不是埋怨, 怨天尤人。对待朋友也是如此,问心无愧,真诚相待。

在 我的心中,朋友是一辈子的,得一知己,夫复何求啊!真心的朋友可以聆听您的心事,可以听您的埋怨,更会责备您,指导您的错误。当您望向您周遭的朋友,直视 他们的眼睛,您是否可以一样无惧的,坦然的,对他们说:“朋友,我对您问心无愧啊!”每件事情,我们不能把它做到完美,可是请您记得做每一件事情,都要对 的起天地良心。

故 事的结局是德萨斯州输了那晚最重要的决赛,可是他们却上了这辈子金钱都无法买得到的宝贵课程,输了比赛固然伤心,可是当他们望向各自的队友时,心里有的不 再是猜疑,不再是愤怒,而是最真挚的友情,没有遗憾,更没有让他们失望。人生的道路也是如此,失败肯定有,挑战少不了,挫折踩一脚,重要的是面对失败时, 有人扶您一把,遇到挑战时,有人和您一起面对,挫折来临时,有人陪您一起承受。这才是优越人生啊!!

Can I?


26th-8-2006, approximate 10pm...

This nite... the feeling very very weird... i dunno why... i have no any intention... but when i look myself from the mirrow, i can sense it... i copy the other one image... ya... really... i really seems become another person... the person who can give happiness to a girl... (not sure... unpredictable... but better than i)

black shirt, black long pants... am i myself? i can't answer... go to the "event"... i feel so relax... i can't explained wat's wrong in tat nite... but i really happy... happy to see her again in a different looks? dunno... /XD

Everything runs so smoothly... we eat, we chat, n of cos, we busy to take photo...

Until the climax, ballroom dance, everything run into chaos, 1st, got ppl ask me to take care of something which is quite expensive... i can't leave my place cos i have to take care of it... look at her... she juz sit in there... waiting someone to invite her... i wanna go for her... but i can't... cos got another big big reason too... what can i say? i am stupid...

Fortunately, i still got chance dance with her... /swt... i tot everything was gone already...
althought the time is quite short... but is enuf already...

What i wanna said is, "can i hug u tight?"

The boy she loved at least can give her happiness n anything she want... but look at me... no guarantee at all... i feel so disappointed about myself... i want to change something...... Change something to make me more powerful.....

Lol... i know it is impossible... So, I will be myself...

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Curtin Carnival 2006

This blog is one of the sweet memories of mine... :p

in 7-oct-2006... this day is a wonderful day for me... in the morning, go out have a nice lunch with big head n kaming (I am not mentol!! lol... jkjk) in Food Raja there... After finished our food... we rush to skol n see Ni Cun Lin (jonathan... lol...) nid help or not... Quite genious... he set up the device wif... WTF... alarm system?! /swt... lol...

We set up the game station n testing it... 1st blood suppose go to president (lulu) or vice-president(ronald-jee-paikia) :p... but who know... actually is entet get the 1st blood... lol...

at 3pm... we imagine many people will come... n we realize, Oh shit!! our location is not strategic!!! we r far away from the main pathway(canteen there)... our stall no sales at tat time... T_T we just SS(syok sendiri) by ourselves in there....


Everything has changed start from... Jia Jia sister (jian jian, --) come to our stall... She tremendously changed the situation to very high lehh.... many people has been attracted to our stall... n some of them play our game... /XD

Shit you Indians(no offence ><") u all feeling not well bout our stall so moved ur speaker face to our stall.... n blast those indian song (even indian hip-hop... ><")??!?!?! dai shi(good)... ur speaker finally has broken... /XD


Hehe... That day caltan n ah wong(Jack d Spero) also came n help us... (from the begining... i tot they all kidding with me... mana tau they really come at that time... /XD) n, the Mr.passed by, don think that u no need to bath even though u juz passed by... /XD n Ah wong n me go to Indian stall there have indian tattoo on our hand... /XD



After that tattoo... finally, the person i wait for finally came... Shit u kelvin... i wait u for long long time already.... u come at 8.40pm?? u go tfk la... /swt... (dunno when already... He announced "jiang hu jian sha ling"(江湖奸杀令) to kill me... just for... wei... edna or the fried meat balls liao ah??) /XD

After finished to clean the game stall... we go watch for the lucky draw... Diu... Student council kap sit de... cheating!!! seems all their friends get those prizes... hey... come on... but we have to give them a big credit... cos this year de curtin carnival really better than b4... plus they have fireworks tiam... (walaupun not that great... but ok already... :p)

we back home n take bath after thes carnival... at that time, is about 10pm already... we still want to go town n have dinner in there although we all damn tired.... cos we too high liao.... /XD Hmm... tat nite got who liao ah?? 3js (ah jo, ah joi & ah pang), wong n caltan, bighead, kaming, n me!!... go pelita n have freid kuey tiaw...

Finished the dinner+supper, it's gaming time... go to MCC n play Dota... very enjoy... cos is "ka ki nang" (own friends) n long time really din have a nice n smooth game.... (senadin line sucks x infinity T_T)

Back to home, is about 3.00am liao... that nite i really have a nice sleep which i can't get long time ago...

thanks everyone... that day really great! (although din study anything during that day... /swt)

Feeling changed

My 1st blog...

Start from last month, many things has changed...

My own eyes see many things happened n my own ears heard what has happened... I feel very sad but angry because of this...

People is so easy to be influenced by the other... They listen wat their peer said n remember it without thinking it is true or not...

Got thing please just tell me... although maybe at that time there will have a little gunpowder in there... But come on, i will think bout it... n i won't deny my bad if i was wrong... I thought u know my style already... who know u still treat me like a stranger?!?!

Haha... Human... the most kind-hearted living creature in the world... But it also can be the most evil creature too...

I dunno wat i talking about already... ><"

Dunno wat's wrong... seems my world has changed... I dunno... Maybe now is my downtime...
Waiting for my sunshine day... ^^"

(Ignore this blog... I just wanna find a place to shout out loud!! ><" now feels better already... :p)

(From MSN) Busy

September 16 4:50 PM

lol... long time din't come... as mentioned b4, this is a prototype for me... testing saje.... XD jkjk...
ahh... quite busy ahh... got many things to do... mid-terms, assignments, and presentation... and i wanna sleep well lehh... i dun wanna be a night stalker anymore... quite tired actually... If can, gonna sleep b4 1am... see 1st la... i gonna change it next week... ><"
Actually i realized i getting not in a good mode to study le... hard to digest new thing in textbook n always forgot what have read... It seems getting worst day by day... T_T" ...sad... It's normal or?? getting stupid...
what i wanna do now is having a cup of green tea n watching my comics without any stress... but it seems getting far far away from actual life... T_T... see la... see after next tuesday got any change or not... :p
be cheerful everyday~ ><"

(From MSN) Scary ahh...

September 02 1:52 AM

ahh... very scary ahh... today i just back to miri... the airplane i took too scary le... keeps going up n down... up n down... up n down again... i know it's normal for a frequent flight passenger to experience... but today's too scary le... the plane seems like out of control... n the worst thing is my mind keep telling me that the plane is going to crash... OMG...

i dunno why... start from last year, i started to scare bout this kind of "up n down" activity... if i not remembered wrongly, when i was a children, the airplane always fly smoothly de ah... but it seems like never happened to me anymore... i think since last year, i experienced a terrible "qi liu" (i dunno in english is called what... someone can tell me?) from JB to KK, i started to scare about taking air flight... i cannot explain the reason... but i just know i scare about it...
Am i sot already? how can i counter this kind of forbia? i think i have to find psychologist or hypno-theraphy to solve this gua...
this semester break i gonna back to KK again... but still using air flight? i dunno...
and i wish i can travel to foreign countries like Germany or Japan... but the only way is taking air flight... Gosh... i am confused...

(From MSN) Alcoholic Issue... >.<

August 31 9:49 PM

Agh... yesterday night i went out with boss(YsLo), zai zai, lausai they all... suddenly lauban said wanna go most wanted... i thought they just wanna visit kayik's new shop... who knows lauban called the waitress and ask for one set of... one set of... "heneiken" ahh... OMG... is beer ah... (one of the things i hate most) I hate beer... is true... it makes me wanna vomit... the smell, OMG... it's disgusting... If i got option, i will not touch it anymore... I dunno why many people like this kind of drinks... it sucks, man... n i feel sick bout beer... All i want is orange juice or watermelon juice... XD
Anyone wanna stand with me n said out :"Say no to beer..."?
By the way, yesterday night we went to watch movie "Nacho Libre". Wow... I like this silly movie... the Nacho was damn funny... He is a hero... a symbol of hope for the children... (althought he help them in a silly way XD) his friend's named escalecio(ops... if i not remember wrongly) also damn funny... they said he looks like Lim Yuen Ching... lol... i think so too... :p sorry Lim... the way he scream or deliver the message to the lady is so gay n lame... haha...
The lady in the movie very beautiful... i like her looks... n she got a pair of big, bright eyes too... wow... nice... :p
guys, remember go watch "Nacho Libre"... won't regret de... (althought some of the scene quite disgusting... ><")

Hello everyone... I am a migrant from msn space...

Hello... I just moved my blog from msn space to blog spot... many things i still dunno... can anyone teach me?? lol...

Why i changed to use this one?? because:
1. MSN space sucks... the speed to open it damn slow... n most important thing is it just recognise IE as their open browser... Shit you... Monopoly-Microsoft... ><"
2. MSN space has linked with window live messenger/msn messenger... Sometimes some contents u dun wan to announce all but u forgot to set it... so, boom!! eveyone know wat's wrong with u... T_T
3. MSN space is not suitable to talk bout some private stuff... cos it's not secure at all... /swt

Ya wo, I forgot to introduce myself...
I am Kiongzai... A stupid 21 yrs old boy... His life is miserable... Always regret decided things one... and of cos, forgetful too...

So, if u don mind, can u post down some comment so that we can become friend?? :p

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